Hello. I am sitting here crying after reading your “about” page. I am where you were. My home is a mess, my marriage is a mess, my heart is a mess. I just don’t know where to begin to put it right. God has been silent for me for years – decades, and I’ve reluctantly and brokenheartedly come to the conclusion that I’m not one of His chosen, or if I was, that my sin has messed up that chance. Please help me. Cathy